i didn't intend the aerosmith reference, but it's accurate

i'm restless. i need an adventure. i need one of those nights that, while it's happening, you know you'll look back on it fondly for years to come. i need new experiences and new people. it feels like i used to have moments like these so frequently and now my life has settled in to such a monotony. how do i recapture that passion? i feel like there's such a hole in my soul. how do i find that excitement again?