Wednesday, March 01, 2006

it may be knocking...

i can't stop thinking about it. i don't want to talk about it because i'm afraid i'll jinx it. but it may be a way for me to be able to start living my dream. i don't want to get ahead of myself but i always do. i buy a lottery ticket and on my way home before the drawing i'm already doing the math and spending the money i haven't won. i feel like i'm doing that with this situation, although this seems much, much more real. it would be amazing if it were possible. even more amazing if we could do it. and even more if we could pull it off. it all depends on a number tomorrow.

how am i going to sleep tonight?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

well did it happen????