Monday, August 14, 2006

it's not fair!

life is SO not fair!!!!! i got a text message from patrick today saying that he was in the same restaurant as david bowie. why do the people who could care less always meet the people i idolize most? ok, so patrick didn't meet him, but had he taken my suggestion and offered him head, then he would have certainly have met him. he didn't even ask him for his autograph. :(

Sunday, August 13, 2006

there and back again

i'm back from atlanta. it's nice to be reminded what life is like in the rest of the us every once in a while. eh, it's not for me. i mean, it's nice to be able to drive places and to have cable and stuff, but really a place like atlanta would drive me crazy after a while. i was pretty much out of my element there...with people and places. it was good to see andy, though. i didn't have as much one on one time with him as i would have liked. he had friends tagging along 90% of the time.
and now that i'm back, i was hoping to be super productive and get lots done. that really hasn't happened. i've reverted to staying up till 3 or 4am and then being useless most of the day. and now when i'm finally fully awake, hatim's asleep so i can't be prowling around the apartment and wake him up. today when i wanted to get lots done, i took a 4 hour nap. my biggest accomplishment this weekend has been taking a bag of clothes to the salvation army. and then packing another two bags of clothes to hopefully sell at beacon's closet tomorrow. i've been feeling an itch for a wardrobe make over. but i can't really justify it until i clear out some room.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

dinner?

what does it mean when a guy asks a girl out to dinner?
what does it mean when your ex-boyfriend asks you out to dinner?
and what does it mean when he mentions it to you three or four times in one day and then the next day asks to see if you could squeeze him in between work and a meeting that same night?

now i'm not reading too much into this, am i? but it sounds like someone may have changed their mind about not wanting a girlfriend. i'm just not going to deal with it until after atlanta.